Hiatal Hernia

Oh my goodness, I need to catch everyone up with things
that have been going on in my life. As in one, I found out
that I have a new friend. It's called the Hiatal Hernia.
Let me tell you, He isn't very nice at all.
Did you know that only 15% of the population get Hiatal Hernia's
and it's common in people over the age of 50? lol! I must be old.

Well I haven't been doing very well after my stomach was
scoped. I have felt so bloated and haven't enjoyed being so
sick. I'm still not normal. I'm sure things will start looking up
again. Things have just been a little stress with this silly friend
of mine. Well at least I now know why my stomach has been
hurting the way that it has. I hope to get rid of it. They
might have to do Surgery. That would be a good thing.
If they can just get rid of this dang pain in my stomach.

Well... I'm now on a diet for it. lol! it's called staying away from
crazy food like Lemonade, Juice, tomato, potatoes,
fries, onions, raw meat (hahaha who wants to eat that?)
ground beef, sirloin, chicken nuggets,
buffalo wings, sour cream, milk shakes, ice cream,
cottage cheese, macaroni and cheese, spaghetti with sauce,
liquor, wine, coffee, tea, (like I drink! lol!!!) No salad dressings,
oil and vinegar. Butter cookies, brownie, chocolate, dough nut, corn
chips, potato chips. < do you want my diet??? These were things they
told me to stay away. I didn't know about the lemonade. I usually
will have a glass today. Guess I get to change that! Dang it!

One thing they kept saying over and over again. "Don't over eat"
Have small 6 meals. Instead of 3 big meals. Man! I usually can
fit 2 big meals because I forget to eat. How is this supposed to work?
I'm trying to figure that out. Also the usual don't eat two hours before bed
time. They say sit up for at least one hour after eating.
Avoid foods that can trigger heartburn.

Alright Ladies and Gets. I'm starting to get dizzy again, so
I will talk with you all again very soon.

Idaho Trip!

I am sorry that I have been awhile guys. It was
really fun in Idaho over this weekend. I drove for 4 ½ hours and
visited a few friends there. I went with some of my Girl friends

Do you know who David Archoleta is?
he is the kid that was on American Idol and got 2^nd place.
He is 17; His family is totally cute though.
They are from SLC and his sister that is 19
clamed to be my best friend already. Ha ha ha!
She is adorable. David Cook is the one that won 1^st
place. I have never met the guy.

Mike K. is his Songwriter/Producer
He also plays the guitar for him. It was so fun
that He invited me over. I got to know the band a
little more. We hung out with the drummer a lot.
His name is Eli < he kept talking about has a cute
girl friend that is a ballerina in New York City,
But It was so interesting to hear about all the
drama that had been going on. One thing I don't
miss about performing with people. You have
your good bad and your ugly, no matter where you go in this world.
I did have an 80’s style dance off. But we were
not dancing to 80’s music though. It was more
my dance was a mix between hip hop, jazz,
and ballet. That was way fun! Wish you could
have been there. Too bad we didn’t have a
recorder. I would show you. ;) Ha ha ha!

I was so frustrated when
I was in Idaho because my friends kept trying to
get me to eat this foot long and tempting me to eat it.
I was getting annoyed and walked off to my room.
That was the only down thing about Idaho.
They were being drunk and stupid. I didn’t drink and don't drink!
That is probably why I was more annoyed, because of them
being drunk and stupid!!! Lol!

On Sunday I went to dinner with Rick (He is
the guitar fixer man. lol!) Davids mom and two sisters.
Eli (drummer), Mike (guitar player), and Alex's wife
(base player) She is totally cute.
We had yummy food at PF Changs.
Good place... Just the food just got me sick. Blah!
Took a nap right after I took Mike and Eli to the laundry
Mat, so they could get there clothes cleaned.
Then after my nap took Mike to go pick them up.

We sure had a ton of fun
that night. I think I drove too much this weekend!
Tired from Driving too much. ;)
It was way worth it!

Oh and that was the only good picture that I got off
my phone. I really need to get my digital fixed.
So that I can Share lots of pictures with you guys.

St. Patrick's Day Confessions!

St. Patrick’s Day… That was a very interesting day. I’m not Irish, I didn’t drink, I was very good, and very boring may I add. I had work that day. A friend called up that I haven’t seen in a long time, wanted to go out and play. I was thinking Oh the club. Yay! Lets go… So I agreed to our play day. (He is just a friend! We will call him Bob) I got all excited to see Bob. I didn’t have a lot of Green things. I ended up going to the mall and got a few things for St. Patrick’s Day. Come home and get all ready, then Bob says. “Let’s go to the gym”. So I washed my hair (When it was all ready), and my make up. Then I got my gym clothing on and was ready to walk out the door. Then my friend texts “What do you think about me giving my friend a ride to his car”. I was a little confused, and told him ok, even though I got ready Twice. In the back of my mind I’m thinking they are going to want to hang out later and go play. So I get my hair all done up again. Then Bob says… “Is it ok if we hang out tomorrow? My friend still needs help”. I was a little frustrated that I wasted majority of my day. Seeing that I got home about 4pm then sat around the house until 930PM. I started to call a few friends to see what they were doing for St. Patrick’s Day. A lot of them were already going on and was about a 45 min drive to majority of them, and I had work early in the morning. So I finally ended up going to a friends house Who Is a model/Actor his name is James...at 1130PM and watched a comedy man called Eddie Izzard My favorite was this Clip called "Bee's"

St. Patrick's Day Greeting!

Hey Everyone Happy St. Patrick's day to ya all.
Kind of Exciting, I'm back at work after last night.
Don't worry everyone. I did just fine. I feel a little sore.
I hope that none of you get to go though that ever. It was no
fun at all!!! I know that when I woke up I was telling the lady some
funny stuff. I have no idea, yet she got a good laugh out of it.
I know that I came in and then my dad was getting a good laugh
at what I was saying, I have no idea what I was saying to him,
to make him laugh so much.

Except.... don't be
around me when I'm really drugged, I start telling everyone
secrets. Oh Dear! I really was giggly and wasn't watching what I
was saying. I disclosed some things about my step sister I shouldn't
have. Then dad said "you have some explaining to do". I was like
Crap!!! I told him he was trying to take advantage of me, because
I was drugged and couldn't think clearly. What an interesting day!
I stopped laughing after all of that. Humm...

Well it's a new day and as I said I'm really sore. I feel all scratched up
in my throat and my colon. :( It's ok though. The doctor found a few
things to be concerned about. He took three Biopsy's and said that
I will get the test results back in, in a few weeks.

I hope that everyone is wearing Green today. or I know that they
will get pinched. I know that wont be fun at all.
I am wearing Green. I have no idea what is going to go on today.
We will just have to see what the day brings. That will be good!
Except I would like to go home. My throat and tummy are killing me.
That would be nice, because I can't breath. I had a hard time
last night. I couldn't get to sleep. Until like 3 AM. My Boss told me
that I look Pinkish and I should go home. Blah!!! I'm going to
try to stay as long as I can.

I remember last year. I was in Chicago and hung out with Andy.
< My boyfriend at the time. We went out on the town.
It was so much fun. He took me to this really fun place,
where the people that where singing sounded like
Bob Marley. < He is a Jamaican singer. Then he
took me to this really fun Italian place. We looked out the
window and you could see Chicago, and everyone below that
covered the street in green. What a crazy place.
I really enjoyed it.

I hope to make great memories like last year. That was
a lot of fun!!! Everyone be safe. Don't drink and Drive.
Friendly advice from me. ;)

I'm on youtube

I'm singing Evergreen by Barbra Streisand.
This was taken on the 19th at my party. It was
Karaoke night. I had so much fun.
Hopefully more videos will be on there way.
I love you all. Tell me what you think of the video.
I love your comments.

Celiac test tomorrow.

Alright, I'm going in for for Celiac tests tomorrow.
Which Means Drinking this huge jug of crap, It's 4 LITERS Of Crap!!!
Every 10 minutes I have to get another 8 oz of drink.
Yet I'm on my second glass and I don't think that I can take anymore.
It's been kind of bad.

Tomorrow I get to wake up and go to the doctors
and I get to do a lovely Biopsey and Colonoscopy test.
Let me tell you about Violation from the doctor. lol jk!
It will be very interesting. I know that I'm going to be
very drugged and out of it, like I was last time I did a test like this.

My first Colonoscopy I did was right before the summer.
Not a fun thing to go though if you ever have too.
I remember feeling so drugged and when I kind of woke up.
I was super hungry and really just wanted to eat eat eat.
But was too drugged to do so.
I remember Grant Came over and kept me company.
I told him I was craving a Crunch wrap supreme from taco bell.
Very interesting craving if you ask me.

I ate two hours before I started drinking this crap.
Bad Idea people. Never ever eat the day before you have
to drink a huge jug of liquid. You can't really fit it all in.
I sure can't. Hum... where am I going to put it, I can't drink
anymore. Oh Wait!!! I have to go drink more.
I will write more about Celiac next time.
I hope to hear from all of you. Miss you all!!!

James in Saxon Chronicles...

Hey Everyone Just thought I would
share a movie that James was in.
I seem to be bragging about all my friends lately.
Isn't it wonderful???

James Darling! :0)

Hey Everyone, sorry that I have been away for so long.
I have been recovering from being so ill. I am doing
Much better, yet I’m not as week as I was two days ago.
I’m gaining my straight back. I have been spending
a lot of time with James, and getting to know him more with
in these past two weeks.

Let me tell you about James. James is an actor/ Model.
He has been in Saxon Chronicles, Ice spiders, and much more.
I saw him in a music video called “Yellow”. Yet I don’t remember
Who sings it? LOL! So I’m truly sorry about that. He loves to
Play make believe, or pose for modeling. < That is how we met.
It was at a valentines shoot. I remembering seeing James for
The first time and thinking he reminded me of a friend from
The past. I was super shocked! It went from the British language.
to his politeness. It was driving me crazy, because I felt like
I knew him before I knew him. LOL! Does that make any since?

I soon asked Ekaterina what his last name was, I was convinced that
He has to be a relative instead of family member. I was
Determined to get to know him, and figure this mess in my head out.

I soon contacted James and ended up texting him getting to know him
Better. I soon asked if he knew my friend, which he did. I was
So excited and started to go off about her and the family.
He started to get scared and was wondering how I knew them.
I got him to the point where he was overwhelmed and was
Thinking I was some kind of FAN that was a stalker and
got to know this family.

He soon called his mum and she told him that she knew me.
She confirmed that I lived with them for three months.
He still was overwhelmed that I still knew them, and knew so
much about his family. I soon
figured out that he was a member of that family. Which
when I think about it… I feel like I found a missing piece
in my life. I grew so close to his family to the point where
they where my family. I love them dearly and wouldn’t
want anything bad happening to them.

James and I have came so close to the point we where making
dinner together. Making Lamb, asparagus, to making Halibut,
angel hair pasta. I am happy that he has a passion for cooking
like I do. I love the face that we both love to cook a certain
way. It is a really good thing in my book.

Know that everything happens for a reason.
If you have been given the keys, use them. If you have
An opportunity for something, take it. If you have a hunch on something
Go for it and remember who you are and never forget the ones that love
you. If you are missing someone go find them.
I have realized that the ones that you miss are the greatest ones
to find and to be with. I sure hope that all of you
Have had a great two weeks! I sure enjoyed my roller coaster,
Yet I like what I found during the ride.

Allergic Reaction!!! :(

Alright So I have been dragging. As some of you know.
I have been in bed day and night, and just haven't been
myself. Well to let you know... I had a allergic reaction to
the Medication I was taking. Sadness!!! So it is a good thing
Mom and my boss told me to go into the doctors. I didn't know what
was wrong. Well good thing for smart people with computers.
I couldn't ever look it up. I was so dizzy sick. When I was up
I needed to eat, and then I was down again.
The doctor told me that we needed to take me off that medication
right away. He told me the last doctor was dumb for putting me
on it. Because its a really strong/ dangerous pill to be taking.

I went to work today so that Is a really good thing. I didn't think
I was going to be able to with the way that I was feeling.
Yet my tummy still hurts. I've been told that will stay like that
for awhile.

Time to go home! It's the end of the work day for me.
Kiss Kiss everyone! Please stay safe, don't get sick, and Smile lots!

Oh bother!!! This can't still be happening

So I've still been super sick. I don't have issues with my throat
as much. It's just dry all the time. I don't know how to help it any
more. My boss found out it can cause stomach problems, nausea, diarrhea.
She said don't take stomach medicine can cause worse problems. Strong
med, I would call your doctor.
She continued by saying Other then dehydrated, how do you feel?
I told her "my stomach. Dizzy, felling like throwing up sometimes weak,
loss of apatite, and migraines.
She then advised that I call my doctor today. She said What I read
Says it can continue even after you quit taking it. CALL YOUR DOCTOR.

What a stupid weekend/ week.../ last weekend. You would think that I would
just get better and stop this going to the doctor deal. it's getting really old
really fast. I keep missing work, and You would think that I could just
get better and do the things that I love to do. Like dancing, gym,
ETC!!!!

So I'm going to go to the doctors, I just have to wait for my dad to
call the doctors, so we can change doctors from the insurance plan.
I wish I could just do it, but i'm not the main person on that silly card.
So changing Doctors. I don't know what I think about that.
I hate going to New doctors and giving them the whole low down
on medications, past medications. BLAH~ Majority of the time
the doctors don't know what they are doing. I know a good doctor
from a bad one. I've been to many of them.

Mike K Songwriter/Producer

Mike Krompass, Funny story how I meet him.
I met Mike On the day of my party. I was out dancing
at Habits and enjoying my time with Liz. she was super cute
to dance with. When the rest of our group was being bums. lol! jk
They where just enjoying the music. It was fun!
I saw Mike with one of his friends. I passed him a few times.
He tried to get my attention, yet I was having way too much fun with
friends. I ran to the restroom and then passing him again,
he says Hello! I stop and give him a few minutes.

I get the story that he is working with David Archuleta
He wrote the song A little to not over you, and somebody out there.
I know that he wrote another song for David called Zero Gravity.
He is a very good song writer. Yet he was telling me that he sang other
songs as well, and worked with other singers. I didn't catch all of them.
But I do know he wrote the song called "not everybody leaves",
"I can be me with you", "I can love you that way"
and "say goodbye". all very good songs.

I left and asked him to come dance with me. He said he didn't
dance at all. I told him he was just silly. I came back a little
later after I played a fake guitar in the air lol! he told me that you don't
hold the guitar in the air and you hold it down lower.
I was interested to know about this Mike and what he was about.
I didn't care too much about him being something. I wanted
to know who he was, why he was interested in me.

I went away and talked with JJ. Then prepared for my turn to
sing. I got up and sang "evergreen" by Barbra Streisand and
Neil Diamond. I did a good job, yet I was mad, because they didn't
turn my mic up. I was kind of pissed, yet they said that
I sang really well.

I had this girl that was hanging out with the boys. She came up
and said What do you think of him. I said "I think he is really cute"
She said "do you like him?" I said "Yes!" She told me
he thinks I'm really Hot! I took that as a very good compliment
then when I talked to Mike he told me when he was talking with his
Friend he told him that he thought I was hot, and I danced very well.
He told him if I got up and started to sing. He was done for.
I did stand up and I sang and his heart melted.

I talked with him most the night over "phone".
He wanted me to go with him to one of his concerts. I told him
I would think about it. He's going to be back here at the end of March.
So... we will see if I can make it to the concert. It would be fun. Yet I'm
not to sure if I want to go, and get attached to him. Just because
he travels a lot. We will just have to see how things turn out