Birthday Party at Chucky Cheese

My Niece had her birthday Party at Chucky Cheese. She turned 2! She is such a doll. I love her like no other. It was so fun to see her get all excited over a game. Or Getting excited Showing off her talking skills. She is getting so big. I don't know what to think about it any more. It will be so much fun to see What the future brings and what it holds in her life. My little niece is super smart. She said my name for the first time the other day. I was super excited. I wonder what will be next?

It was really great to see family there. I don't think that I can get enough of them. I love you Family You're the best. It was so much fun at chucky Cheese. I think us older kids were having fun with the photo booths. We would put the coin in and it would take pictures of us in a pencil drawing. I had my dad get into a picture with me on that one. We also had fun with the other photo booth that would make your picture into a card. What fun we had with that. I truly love family. I know that I can't live with out you. Love you guys

Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ

I'm so sorry that I'm so late on telling everyone my favorite Talk on General conference in April 2009. Elder Kevin W. Pearson spoke on Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. I fell in love with his talk, because in all honesty I had been struggling on and off again. I hadn't been myself since Brant and my break up. I'm doing alright now. Slowly making the climb back up to where I was before. For awhile there I gave up on any thought of temple marriage I was tired of this myth that seemed to never be right for me. I was tired of going from guy to guy. I was at my most spiritual high since I dated David D. back in 2005. Sad I know that's it's been that long ago. I love having the spirit in Relationships and in my life, in all honesty it was there, and then kicked me so hard after the break up I fell to almost my lowest faith I have ever been. Interesting I know... Tell me about it!

Alright I'm rambling... I want to tell you about this talk. Because it is simply amazing! First understand the doctrine of faith in Christ the son of the living God. "Strong faith is developed by obedience to the gospel of Jesus Christ" (Bible Dictionary 669). Elder Bruce R. McConkie taught "Faith is a gift of God bestowed as a reward for personal righteousness." I know I haven't always been the best that I can be. I know that I do try, sometimes I get lost along the way. I always seem to find my way back to the iron rod. If we desire more faith, we must be more obedient.

However, "it must needs be, that there is an opposition in all things... The Lord God gave unto man that he should act for himself. Wherefore, man could not act for himself save it should be that he was enticed by the one or the other" (2 Nephi 2:11, 16) Temptation is everywhere my friends. Walk ye in holy places, Choose right choices, Don't be in places or with friends that you know that you will be tempted by the evil one. I would know this by experience. I'm far from perfect. Yet try to live my life the best way I can everyday.

Faith and fear cannot coexist. You either have fear or you have faith. We NEED to constantly build our faith and overcome fear and destructive disbelief. The Saviour's teaching comparing faith to grain of mustard see recognizes this reality (Matthew 13:31-32) Ask this question to yourself "Is my own faith positive or negative?" I've noticed in many of my times that my faith is weary. Satan can influence you; but when it comes right down do it, we have no one but ourselves to blame.

~Elder Kevin W. Pearson refers to these influences as the "Six Destructive D's" He says that they have influence on you. As I like to see it as the Domino Affect. This happens all the time. I think if we learn and study these Six D's, then we wont follow into a pattern and fall off the path.

*First is doubt. It comes from a lack of confidence in one's self or abilities. It is inconsistent with our divine identity as children of God.

*Doubt leads to Discouragement. Discouragement comes from missed expectations. It can weaken your desire, and greater difficulty feeling and following the spirit. Discouragement and despair are the very antithesis of Faith.

*Discouragement leads to distraction, a lack of focus. It eliminates the focus the eye of faith requires. Discouragement and distraction are two of Satan's most effective tools, but they are also bad habits that we can create in ourself.

*Distraction leads to a lack of diligence, a reduced commitment to remain true and faithful and to carry on through despite hardship and disappointment. I have been known many times and have reduced any commitment. To the point of wanting to give up. I know with Faith or Re-gaining faith. We can over come hardships and trails that may come.

*If not reversed, this path ultimately leads to disobedience, which undermines the very basis of faith. We start to be disobedient to others and to ourself. We can become someone that we don't like. I hope to not see anyone on that road. Know who you are. Obey and love yourself. I know with myself it is hard to love others and to care about things and others. If I do not love myself and care about the things that I'm doing.

~The scriptures describe disbelief as the state of having chosen to harden one's heart. It is to be past felling. So the six D's - doubt, discouragement, distraction, lack of diligence, disobedience, and disbelief. All erode and destroy our faith. We can choose to avoid and overcome them.

Challenging time require that we over come these things. The Savior promises "If ye will have faith in me ye shall have power to do what-soever thing is expedient in me" (Moroni 7:33)

I hope you all don't mind me sharing my testimony on here. I know by a fact that if we ask of God, believe in God, have faith in him. Remember to ask of him, in his name. That we can over come many trials in our life. Jesus Christ is our Savior and Redeemer. I know that he lives and Personally leads his church though Pres. Monson, our living Prophet. I know with the things that I have been though and I'm still working on today. That if we choose to have faith and do those things that our father in heaven asks of us we can overcome many things. Amen!

Hey you can add a comment or you can tell me what your favorite talk was during General Conference. I would love to hear from all of you so go ahead leave a comment.

Ominex Tavernacle

Hello America! I'm super excited to tell everyone that the Tavernacle was actually kind of fun. It was a place where they had Two piano man play requests songs. My favorite song from that night was "Great Balls of fire", By Jerry Lee Lewis. It was really fun to watch him still play the piano and then he brought his right leg up and started to play with his feet. It was kind of a pounding on the piano. I don't know if Jerry Lee Lewis did that when He played it, but It was still fun to watch and got me laughing.

the pest thing is I finally got my VIP. Jay finally got on it and grabbed me my very own VIP. That night we weren't talking to people about Ominex, yet trying to find more spokes people for ominex. Kind of fun kind of silly. The girls trying out were fun yet at the same time very goofy. It was funny. They told me that they wanted to hang out with me, JUST because I sounded and acted like a fun person to be around. Besides when it started to get late, I was hungry and super tired. I ended up leaving at Midnight, while everyone else stayed.

Everyone again. Jay and I are NOT DATING. I pretend that we are together so when I'm out at places I don't want to be. Strange men don't come up and start to hit on me. Jay is one of my Producers. I believe the first time I met him was at the Dorito Primer, and then again At Bliss. < He was great to start acting like a couple in front of everyone. He is Emotionally Un-Avalable Ladies. He got into a Divorse a long while back, yet is still having a really hard time with it. He's had three girlfriends and is done for awhile. It's been nice to have a great friend like him Because I don't have crazy men around me, and I can actually do my job.

Yet note the other guys in my group are great as well. I swear we have body guards and my big boss is another protector. Then the Limo man is my protector. I have the guy in this picture. He is General manager with us three girls. He is awesome! He told us that we can go on his BIG Boat and go riding this coming up week. I haven't decided because of the weight I packed on around my stomach. I can't figure out if it is the medications that I have been taking? I don't understand it. Sigh!

Anyways life is great! Enjoying being happy and Single!

Mondays...

I'm going to tell you about my Monday… OH let me tell you about my crazy Monday. It wasn’t my day at all. I should have stayed in bed. I had like bad Karma and I don’t know what started it. So my alarm didn’t go off, which made me late to work. Then I get going grab some lunch. Which everyone was getting in my way. I swear something was telling me "Daisia just go home". I finally get to work and the AC hasn’t been working for about 3 weeks now. Extremely HOT! Go outside and it starts pouring RAIN. I was soaked. Get to my car, and I left my keys at my desk. Go back grab my keys, go to my car, get inside my car and it’s hot in there. I felt so gross and humid. Run to the store to get a few things. Go to the gym and do my work out. Get home and I’m tired, felt gross, and still needed to run to a friend’s house to drop off a few things. I had so many friends call me saying they wanted to hang out. Which I was from far in a good mood to even think about going out. I was in such a bad mood. After not having things work well with the heat with everything else. I wasn’t going to go hang out, obviously! So if you were one of those people. I'm truly sorry for not hanging out with you. At the end it was nice to just be in my bed.

Have you ever had those days when you regret ever getting out of bed? LOL! I sure did on Monday. I was happy I could just laugh it off at the end. So random!!!

GIRLS NIGHT OUT!

Yay! Mckenzie and I had a girls night out, Finally! I've been wanting to do one for sometime. It was so much fun. We ended up Watching this really cute show called bride wars. It was adorable. We got Kettle Corn. If you haven't seen this show. I would ask that you go and watch it.

I have already seen this show. I saw it when it first came out. Went and watched it with Nate. Guys FYI < if this man (who has been in the military for 7 years), if he can handle this, and think it was funny. Then go get it and watch it with your girl. Honestly. I could never get that man to watch a single thing girly or romantic. It's funny! So watch it.

Ominex Sandbar

Hey Everyone! Last night was alright. I was so super tired and didn't do very well. I don't know what the deal is. It was a paid opportunity. Talking about Ominex was a lot of fun. It is a health supplement. It will be good once it gets out in public more. Everyone the guy with me, his name is Jay. I swear we are not together. He is one of my producers. Great guy! It was really nice that I can go somewhere and feel like I can trust someone. I've become friends with the limo guy and the BIG manager. It's been a lot of fun. The girl that is with me in majority of these pictures. That is Lovely Jade. She is a model. She is so cute and it was way fun hanging out with Jade. Her boyfriend is the camera man. His name is William. < they are so cute together.

I love being open and out talking with people. It's a lot better then sitting on my butt all day at the Health Department. I love the Health Department. Don't get me wrong. I just need people. That's what is good for me. I have been looking for a second job. Hopefully I will find a great job working with people. Being a spokes person has been alright for the moment.

Movie Taken

So I watched a very interesting show last night. I was supposed to go on a date to the new primer of Angels and Demons. Didn't happen! My date that asked me out forgot to pick up the movie tickets before hand. So when we got up there we where three people too late. Oh well close call though. I hung out with Carlos for my date. This is the first real date we were supposed to go on, since I've known him. He still hasn't changed. lol! Still the same ol' same ol' Carlos. He is not good at hiding things. Very interesting date, always has been always will be. OK, Back to my thoughts on the movie. I thought it was very interesting that the girl gets taken, and the father does everything in his power, knowledge, etc. I really liked how much the father loved his daughter and would do anything to get her back. Do you know how many people get taken for the kind of things that happen to her? It was so interesting... I'm sure it happens all the time. Yet that father would know because he works in the government. Good reason why anyone would be so cautious about their daughter when they get first hands on Reality. I'm just happy that nothing like that has happened to me.

My boss and I were talking about this movie and how something like this could happen to you in a blink in your eye. You can never be to cautious. I should have just gone jogging. Because it was just another night of sitting and doing nothing. I'm tired of just not doing anything. I want to go play! Last night before my semi date that really never happened. I went for a commercial tryout. Lets just say that I'm not going in that direction, that the company wanted me to go. They loved me... IT was just not someone I want to work with. If that makes any since. Danny told me that I didn't need it, he is a producer. They don't just talk, they go and do! They just got done with a Doritos Commercial and they are working on Axes commercial. OH! And something about keeping kids from Drinking. It was some kind of motivation commercial for kids to keep them away from drinking. I believe! Sounds like fun! who knows maybe he will put me in a commercial. HOPE HOPE HOPE!!! He did ask me out on a date. Don't know what I think about dating one of my producers or models. If things don't work out, it all goes down hill. Right? Yep! Not into it.

Sixth/ Third Eye

I did a Survey. It said that I have the Sixth since which is the Third Eye. Located in the center of the forehead above the eyebrows. It's function is seeing intuiting. It's stone is" lolite. It's meditation is: I see. Balancing this chakra helps psychic perception and balances the pineal gland. Energies: Air, Meditative, Intuition, Promotes thought.

Interesting that it would say that I have a third eye. Makes me laugh! I don't believe in that kind of stuff. Don't really understand it enough to get all twisted in it. I believe that we all should use all of our sinces and that way we will be clearer in returning back to our heavenly father. I have no idea why I have had such a bad migraine but I have, and it isn't fun. I will talk with you all soon. Take the test, just for kicks and giggles if you ever have time. Love you all!

Will You Marry Me???

Will you marry me??? Always something that comes up when you are dating someone and you feel like your heart is going out for them. Love seems to be the main topic on this one. You know how no body plans for their wedding proposal. "You just can’t imagine being proposed or being engaged, but you’ve imagined it your whole life, and you can’t imagine it because it’s never happened before, and then it does happen and you can’t imagine it, but then you imagined it the whole time, now it's here and you just can't imagined it." ~Barbra Streisand.

Andy Proposed to me again. I haven't said yes to him yet! I said that last time as well. He is going to be in town sometime probably this month? Don't know yet? If It happens, I know it would be a year until I am married. I don't have the answer for anyone including him. He told me that he is coming down, wants to talk with my dad. I know that I will know when I see him. I will just know... You know what I mean? I'm very confused at this point.

I guess time will tell...

Ominex Club Bliss

Hey Everyone these are some awesome pictures that we just did. We were advertising Ominex Healthy Herbal Energy drink. It's really cool! They asked some models to be spokes people for Ominex. It was a lot of fun. We got to ride a limo. It was a lot of fun.

We were so busy with this event that we were up until 230 AM. It was really crazy! I loved hanging out with all these great Models. Great thing is... I loved the event. Didn't think I would have so much fun in a night.

Had fun today!If you ever get the chance you have to watch this show. It is very funny. It's kind of interesting because there are so many guys like this. You always wonder why people go though so many relationships. This just might help you on why people always end up the way that they are. But I'm going to bed so you all get some rest and I will talk with you all soon. SMiLe

Love

I’ve been doing some research on LOVE. Why am I doing a research on love? You might be asking yourself? Out of everything that I have gone though, I’ve been to figure out why I’ve been looking for LOVE and don’t focus on anything else. I am always looking for that fairy tale. To be with someone that I love and can cherish so much. Then I get to the point where I want nothing to do with guy, nothing to do with Love or even future marriage. When I look at couples I must be jealous, because they sometimes make me sick, just by looking at there love. Other times I love it, I love watching cute couples walking down the street.

I feel like every guy that comes into my life. I don’t put my all into the relationship. Probably because I’ve been though guy after guy (Lost of hope, or don’t feel anything towards that person) a new guy every month or so. Since I was engaged, the marriage was supposed to be November 17, 2006. The family has noticed that I can not put my heart into it. I’m either scared of getting hurt or I just don’t click with them. I counted all my relationships. Majority of them were what I like to call a trial relationship. To see if you two could actually call your self’s an “item”, a couple, and boyfriend/girlfriend. Majority of them didn’t work out. Or they would work out, and then I would totally ruin things, because it wasn’t what I wanted.

I’m not going to give you the number of how many guys that I have dated since I was engaged. I have gotten tired of people saying “so… who are you dating now?” The saying is never, “so…how is Bob doing?” (My make up boyfriend at the moment). I’ve been trying to figure what was wrong with me after that question. I then ran into this Lecture…

I just found out, way back in the day with LOVE, around the 12th century. There was a notion called “courtly love”, it had nothing to do with Marriage or Sex. It was defined as passionate relationship, between a knight and a lady of the court (whom was already married). So they could never consummate their love. They took sex out of the equation and they would go after something more divine. All that was left was a union of souls. Sex was always the fatal love potion, usually would lead to Madness, despair, or Death. True love has spiritual demotions. While romantic love is nothing but a lie, an illusion, a modern myth, a soulless manipulation.

(The relationships that I look back on the most were the ones that had that true love, which was just the union of souls. I have to admit finding that kind of love is very rare to come by. Some times I look back and wonder what if I was in that relationship with that one special guy again. Then realize it would have never worked, because of other things.)

We all want to fall in love. That experience makes us feel completely alive. I love feeling like I’m flying, even if it is only a minute, hour, or month. But those special moments we will treasure for the rest of our lives. Why do people what to fall in love? When it can be something short and be so very painful if things don’t work out (the game called chance)… I think the reason why is because while it does last, it feels so wonderful, so great you feel that you feel special. That when your there you feel so amazing.

BASEBALL GAME

Rainiers/Tacoma May 5, 2009
Final 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 R H E
Tacoma
0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 1 1
Salt Lake
0 0 0 8 2 0 3 0 X 13 12 0
Recap | Box |
W: B. Knox (2-1, 4.43); L: E. Hull (3-2, 3.72)
HR: SLC: B. Wilson (4), B. Coon (3), G. Patchett (1).

What a fun game that was last night. My father called me and wanted to go to the Baseball game. I was super excited, got all ready and went. There was 2 GRAND SLAMS by the 4th ending. It was FREAKING AWESOME!!! We had some great players that just brought the game to life. It was fun to watch all the kids having so much fun. Even the mascot was enjoying dancing and making everyone laugh.

Towards the end we had four walks all in a row. As you can see by the score board we had 13 points to our name and the other team had none. The only up side to the other team was there player 47, he was good lookin! Bryan LaHair #47 1B. He didn't play but it was sure fun to see him. LOL JK!

At the end of the night, I felt an itch and rubbed my wrist on my knee, and was stung by a BEE! Holy Heck that hurt. I look down at my wrist and the stinger was still in me. Dad grabbed his nail clippers from his pocket and got it out. It hurt bad! The bee was dead on the ground. I killed it and he left me with a really bad soar on my wrist. Dad said that be stings help Arthritis. Silly! I don't have Arthritis. Good thing though. I wouldn't want treatments of bee stings all over my body that would hurt.

Dad is the best! took me to a fun game and we just had a ball. I love daddy daughter dates. We should defiantly call this tradition. Baseball games here we come! I think it would be fun trying out for the American Anthem, maybe I will get in for a free game. Hey Hey! Meet the baseball players. lol! JK! It could be fun though, a great experience that you can keep for your life time. Yay Go bees and #47 from the other team. lol! Alright I need to get off the computer and start working. I love you all! Remember to root, root, root for the home team if they don't win its a shame. For it's one two three strikes your out of the home ball game. But it isn't a shame because we won, and it was one two three strikes by the other team.

More of Bobs work!

Showing my grace and all. Yet I was about to fall over in those shoes. Tell me what you think about these pictures.