Strep! My goodness... What's next?

Alright everyone I'm super annoyed that
I'm sick AGAIN. Out of all the other days that
I could get sick it had to be On the weekend I
go to Wyoming with the girls. If you have ever
have had strep it's not fun. So... don't get it.
It's not fun at all. It's like your throat is closing
off, everything taste funny. You can't sleep,
cold sweats with shakes, To burning up.
I got a really bad fever of 103.9. Ekaterina's
Hubby Tim got my fever to break. What a sweet
heart. He was so nice to check up on me. Get me
cold water, and get me Extra strength Tylenol. what a sweet heart.

I finally went to the doctors and he didn't
even want to be around me. My tonsils
where swollen and white pockets and they
where bleeding. It didn't look good. I'm thinking
of having them take out my tonsils. I'm so tired
of being sick. I missed a weeks worth of work.
That's not good at all. I didn't get a pay check.
I talked with my boss she was totally cool with
the fact that I was not there. She just told me
to get better. If anyone wanted to know where
I was for the week. I was in bed. :) so If you wanted
to get in contact with me. I wasn't going out. So....
You know how to text. Just text and be a
friend. Love you all. xoxo don't get sick. ;)

Bad Birthday!

Alright so I didn't enjoy this Birthday at all. Went to work
had an alright time there. Got ready for Chic Elite. Before I
Left for the day. I had My Bishop call me to wish me a Happy Birthday.
It was super nice of him to do that. He said "I haven't seen you in
three weeks" even though I was there not last Sunday but the Sunday before.
He wanted to know what was going on. I told him about my car, and then about
getting sick. I told him about my job, and How it is a really good place for me
right now. It was really good to talk with him about things that is going on
in my life. I'm so happy that I have such a GREAT bishop. Especially though
hard times in my life.

My boss
was supposed to tell us who one first place, and she didn't.
I stayed there ON MY BIRTHDAY! Instead of Playing and didn't
hear a DANG thing. I was pissed. I waisted my time there.

I had Mike who is one of the photographers, and he asked why I was
here, and said "isn't it your birthday?" Aren't you supposed to
be out parting. I told him that the party wasn't until tomorrow.
I wasn't doing anything and wanted to do something.

The only think I can think of is... that place is totally gay.
I asked a few of my guy friends if they would go with me.
Because I wanted someone there with me, especially on my birthday.
The only person who came was Carlos, and I had to BEG him to come.
Then he brought a WHOLE bunch of people I didn't know. Like one was
named Nate (Just got into a divorce). Some girl named Shawna and her
sister. Carlos brought his neighbor that was drunk. Then some other girl
that came with Nate that had a beanie and didn't say much but "Yo!", when
I first met her.

Towards the end of the night. My bosses Husband bought me a drink for my
birthday. It was so nice of him. I don't Drink lol! So I had him get me
a sugar free Energy Drink. Yet~ they where out of sugar free... so I ended up
with just A red Bull. Blah!!!! It was very nice of him. I had some random
guy come up to me, and said OH your a model??? Then he was all into me
after that, and wouldn't stop talking. Anyways... I found out that he
was from Philly and was in town for skiing. He LOVES Utah, and is a
social Bird like me. I told him that was cool. Then he went off
on his Greek family again. It was very interesting.

Towards the end of the night. Some chic (that made friends with Carlos, Carlos
was all into her and got her number and all.) <<< Blah!!! He didn't know
that She was a freaking Lesbian that started to hit on me, when I came
up to him. She asked if we where "together". We both said NO just friends.
And she was like "Hey Baby girl" and gave me a BIG BIG hug, and was checking
me out. Ok!!! That has never happened before. I am straight as straight can
be straight. And I'm a Good Girl! People don't understand that, and I'm
fine with it. It's just like I don't understand them.

Well the birthday didn't go over well. I called Andy to have him Cheer me
up and to tell me that I was just fine and to have a good time.
Instead he says "Daisia it's just another Number. It's not a BIG deal!"
lol! Not exactly what I was looking for. But it's true. Why do we make
such BIG deals over Birthdays. It's SO dumb. Today was just a bad day.
What more can I say? Maybe tomorrow will be better. Since it is the party
and all. Yay! Karaoke night.

It's My Birthday TODAY!

My Birthday People!!!
Today is my Birthday, I think it is crazy that
another year has gone by. When you think about
what has all gone in your life, when you look back
and see who you where and what you are now.
I never did think that my life was going to go in the direction
that it has gone. I never thought that in a million years of where I would
be. I always thought I would be done with school and
I would be out in my own little apartment with my girls.
I also thought at the age off 23 I would be married.
LOL! Life isn't what you always plan for. More like
I have spent so much time with hospitals, and dealing with
stupid doctors, dealing with medication, bills and debt.

I remember being a kid and how much fun I had, and how much
life I had in me. To becoming someone who has stress in my life.
I know that on new years I talked a lot about what I want
to accomplish, but today I want to talk about me. lol!
again... hahaha! Deal with it.

I feel happy with the direction my life is going right now.
Besides living at my fathers and with all the drama
there. I swear the only person I get along with in that
house is Kylie and my Dad. My Dad is amazing if you met him.
I will tell you the story about my step mom later. BLAH! Drama!

I was thinking last night as I opened a card from my
dad it said something along the lines
that I have grown but have learned a lot.
(there was a girl on the front of the card with her bangs missing)
when I opened it up it said. At least you have learned not to
cut your bangs. lol! I remember the day when I was about 4 or5
and under, and how I used to always cut my hair really short
and look like a little boy all the time growing up. No lie!
I laughed and it brought me way back. Back to when I was super young.

I now know why I have a hard time falling asleep, because
when I wake up I'm another day older, to another year
older, to I don't know what is going to happen today.
But I fall asleep, get up and move forward.
Even though I have had a lot of trials in my life. I am
so great full to have them in my life. I have grown so much
from the experiences that i have had.

I really don't care if people judge me, because I know
who I am. I'm a daughter of God. < That's the important
thing. Is to know who you are. I might not know
exactly where I'm going in this life.
Who I'm going to marry.
Or when I'm going to buy a house.
I do know that I have control of what I do.

I have finally put my foot down to those who have been
treating me like crap. I'm done taking it. I'm done with
drama, and I have friends that actually care.
So honestly ask yourself this... Why are you keeping
stupid people around you when they are not treating you
well. Why still date that guy if you don't see it going
anywhere with him. Or even Why are you going to go
on a first date with a guy you don't like.
Why do we put our selfs though pain and suffer though
stupid things. When we don't have to.

Make your life.
Go out and be who you want to be. Go do what you want
to do. Go Eat what you want to eat. lol! You only live
once go make Good Choices and make yourself happy.
I always looked for someone to make my happiness.
I always looked into someone else to fix my problems,
help me out. Figure out what I was going to be
doing with MY LIFE.

Listen You don't need an approval on what you want to do
in this life. Talk with God and see if it is right for you.
No body else knows what is good for you.
My parents know that I ask WAY too many questions for
my own good. I would know... they look at me like,
I don't know? So... It took me a long time to just
go out and do it. To be myself finally.
Hum... I think I might just write a book.
Would you read it if I did?

I'm just rambling sorry
Happy Birthday to me! Love you guys

JJ's Birthday Surprise!

Arighty Everyone!!!
JJ had tricked me once again. He told me
that he had a birthday present to give to me,
Yet H wouldn't tell me what it was.
He told me that He had to go buy Salt and
a bag. Then he told me that we where going to
do a project together, yet He wouldn't tell me what it was.
I was super confused and thought that the project was
play dough or something like that. He told
me that my hands might get dirty. HE was WAY too chipper
for Just anything.

I was super shocked when he pulled out an ice cream maker
and told me it was mine. I was like NO WAY!! Jumping up and down.
He bought everything to make Soy Ice cream. Because
I couldn't have Milk. It was super thoughtful and even
I didn't think of buying a Ice cream maker for my
soy ice cream.

We made some that night, and had to get some kind
of thicking substance. So we bought yogurt. <>

Valentines Day!!!

Alright so I have just really took Tempanyaki's off my
list. Especially the one in Lehi. It was super bad.
I went in the waiting list was 1 1/2 hour wait.
I waited in the car because I didn't want to be in a mess.
Then walk in 20 min too... and they told me that They called my
name 45 min. ago. FREAKIN GAY! It was so lame
Then the lady who was giving us our drinks was rude.
They guy cooking for us Killed the food. It was all burnt.
Hate it!

lol! Ok Venting is now over.

I thought it wasn't the best valentines that there was.
I had a date... I'm not telling who it was.
Well he got me a dozen Red roses.
Which I forgot to grab when I went home.
Anyways... He got me tickets to see the Jazz game
on the 12th Row. Holy Cow!!! That would have been a fun game.
Yet He didn't ask if I was busy. Just to let you all know I'm going
to be in Wyoming that weekend from the 20th to 23rd.
I was very sad. He called me up the next day and
told me that my flowers were left out all night and they were
now limp. :( I was very sad to hear that.

At the end of Valentines night I was hit with
A strong dizzy spell and went all white.
To be blunt PMS! I have never lost so much blood in my
life!!! I was super sick and as i was laying down on the couch.
I asked my date if he had Tylonal. Which he did. I was so sick.
Icky... I hated it.
~Valentines just wasn't my day!!!~
Sorry for all the Bluntness.
Hopefully next year will be better.

Get this... This year has been stupid with holidays.
New years I was left ALONE. Went out to entrain myself.
Second... Valentines was destroyed with stupidness.
St. Patrick's day is probably going to be interesting.
I don't want to know how my birthday is going to play out
on the 18th... Which I don't plan on anything fun happening
with my luck this year.
Oh well!!! love you all.

Throwdown!!!

Alrighty Well I am in a modeling agency. I don't think
people have found out. Started this month.
Well anyways... it's called Chic- Elite.
We focus on photography, modeling, Advertising,
etc.

Well this night we where at the delta center handing out
fliers. It was way fun! A lot of people knew who we where
and some where really excited just to see us.
Others where trying to avoid us because they
had girl friends. It was really funny.

About the Throw down. Well it is something really silly
It is a MAA which is Marshal Art Fighting.
I'm not into the whole wrestling stuff.
But being with the girls was truly fun.

I hope that things will keep looking up for me in that
area. To get my name out there, and make something
of myself. That would be fun. Love my Girls

Pete's pictures came in YAY!

Alright I just got these pictures from Pete.
They look alright, yet I'm not a fan of my eyes.
I feel like I'm squinting and not talking with them.
Kind of crazy! I would love to get other
head shots with a different out fit on. I Know that I
can for sure pull them off. I'm am very greatful
that I had the opportunity to be able to get Valentines
shots of me. Let me know what you think of these pictures.

Oh!!! He made the lights in the background look like hearts.
Awh... Isn't that cute? I love it! If I had to choose a picture
out of the two that I like personally. It would have to be
the very last one. :0)

Valentines Gift from Faith :0)

Faith my little niece came over today and brought
me a valentines Gift with a cute little Mickey Mouse
Valentines card. She was so so excited to give it to me.
It also came with a little box of candy hearts.
Aubrey told me that she picked out each Valentines
out individually for each family member. It was WAY cute.

I thought it was funny because she started to walk off and
I told her to come and give me a hug. She ran straight for me.
It was the high light of my day. Especially since I stayed home
to catch up on my sleep since I have been on the
run non stop and over doing it. It was good to get the
sleep I needed. I shared half a heart with Faith,
and then we both took a really good nap for about 2 1/2 hours.
LOL! I really needed my sleep.

Valentines Day is so special I love every second of it.
I'm so greatful to have such a wonderful family.
I am reminded everyday about how special every single
one of them are to me.

Mark Pawelek

Who is this Mark Pawelek? You may be asking
yourself. Well let me tell you. I met Mark
on Thursday, Taught him
how to Salsa Dancing because he was wanting to learn.
I knew his friend Josh, because he was at the photo
shoot with me on valentines day.
Kind of funny... I never thought that I would met
a real baseball player.

He is my age. Someone really fun to hang out with. He caught
dancing so quickly. I had so much fun. He took me out to sushi Ya
the next day. It was really fun. We ended up ending the day with
dancing again, wrestling and going hot tubing with some friends.

He is a total character. Makes me laugh like crazy!
Oh I didn't tell you we played pool and I totally won.
Because he got the 8 ball in. Yet I had already
got like six balls in. hahaha
I was kicking some serious trash.

He tried to swoon me by playing his guitar. Very cute

Tonsollitis < being sick!!! :0(

This can not be happening this week.
I was really sick on Sunday then come to
find out this morning that I had Toncolitis.
Which my Doctor Scott told me.
How in the world did "that" get into the back of my
throat, of all places? Oh well! I have been given
some antibiotics. It's going to be fun with my
busy week schedule.

I still feel hot sweats to cold chills. To a soar throat, and
difficult to swallow. Everyone don't kiss me.
I wouldn't want you to get sick lol jk! actually no really.
Anyways. I feel a little better knowing that I have medication.
I hope that my ear ache and my fever will break before tomorrow.
Yet I came into work, and my boss told me I looked tired and
sick, and told me to go home. lol
I didn't listen. I ended up going into work anyways.

Well lets just hope it goes and I can actually sleep.
Love you all. Don't get sick, it isn't fun!
Love you all!

My Chic Elite Models

Jennifer, Me, Mike (photographer), Angie, Dani, Destiny

Hey guys. It was the tryouts for the Chic Elite Model Search.
I ended up going to see if there was a good chance of me getting in,
It was kind of funny because there was just me. Then later another girl,
and then Jennifers Friend. I don't remember any of the girls
that where trying out with there names.
Hum.... Well it was kind of fun to be at the place where we where.
I wasn't a fan of the smell in the air. Kind of great!

At the end of the night the girls went on stage and started to dance.
It was great! cute and fun girls... all the way around.
I was cheering them on and my feet where KILLING me.
I wanted to take them off so so bad. Yet I didn't.
Kind of a killer. I couldn't really dance in those shoes.
I learned my lesson. NEVER wear High High Hills.

Finished valentines pictures

Alright, they finished the pictures
I'm still waiting for all the rest of them to come.
Let me know what you think of them. I know
that I'm a fan of some of these. I think They are
a lot of fun.

Sunshine Canyon

So on Sunday Nate wanted to go up to Sunshine Canyon
I was all up for getting out of town.
I was super excited to see how beautiful it was outside.
We get to Nates favorite spot and he has his guns
in the back of the car. He parks the car and asks
me if I have ever shot a gun before. I replied "No!"
He said "ok!!! well I am going to teach you."
I said " Are you serious???" I was thinking he was kidding
but he wasn't. He jumps out of the car and hands me ear
plugs and tells me to put them in so the sound doesn't
blow my ear drums out.

I put the ear pieces in. He tells me about what I need
to do, how to hold the gun. How to focus, and how to shoot
the gun. I was freaking out. I'm so scared of guns you have
no idea! I soon had the gun in my hand
and took a shot and Screamed It was so freaking scary.
I did it again, and again. Every time I screamed.
I then handed the gun to Nate. I didn't think I could
do it anymore. It was fun, now that I look back on it.
I think it will be awhile till I do that again.

Nate was a Sargent for the Military.
He taught people how to shoot guns, Yet he
clams he was a Natzi in the shooting range.
He said that a lot of Sargent's Have Accidentally
gotten shot and killed in the shooting range,
because of careless people. Kind of a scary job
if you ask me. Yet he is a very good teacher.

Aliza's Baby Blessing

My sister Aubrey's second baby Aliza was blessed on
Sunday 02/01/2009.
It was so fun to see all the family. Kind of fun to see this
four Generation Picture. Wow! Time changes everything.
I feel like I ate too many cookies during Sacrament with my
cute little niece Faith. I forgot to have breakfast.
So It was really good to have fun.

Christy my little cute cousin came and sat by me as
well. Wow! she is going into a beauty. After church
we went to Aubrey's house to eat. There was so much food.
I was super hungry. So... I went down on it. Bad Idea!
Everyone Don't eat a lot of food when you are super hungry.

Get this... So I was getting something out of my car, was going
to go back inside where everyone else was. .. I ended up slipping on
some dang ice outside and Pulled my muscle. I sooo felt it.
It totally sucked. I was limping and didn't really get anywhere
far. Oh well!! It just hurt all night. Yet It's feeling better today.
Hopefully I will be able to go running today. I hope!!!